Optimist, sunshine, nature, apples, clouds, animals, walking, being me, air-rifle, sketching, music, laughing with friends, reading, living each day to the fullest
'On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux.

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AHHH. I think life's been rather shitty of late. Ok, maybe not entirely bad, i mean since i did happy stuff that i feel satisfied with.

Just earlier on, I went over to my grandmothers' house to cook dishes for her. Sadly, her knee has a big swell, i don't know what happened, and its painful. yeah, hurts to see her walk and feel pain in her leg too. But, at least she dutifully went to visit the doctor:) Haha, my grandfather told me that she was so afraid to take injections, and kept refusing the doctor! Haha, she's kinda like a little girl eh? haha, so in the end I think the doctor gave up persuading her and she took the medication without having the jab.

I whipped up 2 vegetable dishes, the tau gay(bean sprouts) and spinach. haha, I feel quite accomplished, because I learnt something new today! I really really did everything by myself, mom was just standing by the side and making sure that I don't mess things up. I feel really proud of myself after making the kitchen table so filled with food=). And i'm going to learn more, cooking, and baking in the near future. I feel that happiness should be shared not only by yourself, but with the people around you too. Like, spread the love! xD

Oh and a reflection on yesterday: Better late than never. I'll really work on this area.

Though suggestions are made to improve on yourself, you have to decipher what is really needed and, whats not.

About that 'politically right' idea. Ok, to be honest I think I often give "model answers". Creepy. I believe that's true, because just this morning when we had our ISL introduction, amanda casually commented on that. Well, I really wasnt aware about this character of me until I was told. I think its a think that's like IN ME thing. Like I speak what my mind tells me to, and I follow my own set of values. Which, might differ from many teenagers.. But it is what I am thinking, my own mindset, my thoughts, my character, which people could often associated it with : "model answers".
God in heaven.. should I change myself?

I used to be able to talk rubbish ( like fei hua) but I feel so difficult now. Like i've become solemn, restricted personality, conforming to my idea of 'correctness'.

Aye wenying. Be a girl! I'm still a teenager, surely there's more years of fun to go around. .. Yeah I hope.

And good thing our research paper is completed!
Now, hopping onto our next phase of poster making!

Thursday: Cannot Remember
Wednesday: Leadership talk.
Tuesday: Cannot Remember
Monday: Cannot Remember

Ok, after I cannot remember what I've been through, I think its a VERY sad thing forgetting what has happened. I should make it habit to reflect upon each day of my life.

Note to self: Be a good friend. Appreciate whenever you have the chance to. back to the top?