it is still raining.

i want to go out and run all the stupid disappointment i had.

but obviously was intercepted by the downpour.

somehow, they make me sad.

just now, when i was crossing the road.

i think i was extremely careless.

because i wanted to walk when the red man is RED.

i thought i had seen green and really, my feet went onto the road.

then i looked up again.

stared at the traffic light twice.

its red. .... ITS RED?!?

I almost got myself killed.

I think it is extremely dangerous to cross the road when i am feeling down.

I guess I'm not paying enough attention to the right things.

because, I do not want to die like that.

I wish u know, there's like some "mood alert "thing like can alert me in advance when it senses that i am sad before i actually feel that I am sad. At least, I can make a more informed decision to cross, or not to cross.

You know what, wenying.

look forward, theres still a long road ahead for you to leave your footprints.

but i'm unsure if the rock that just fell onto the road, was actually significant enough to be in any part of my university/alevels cert blah blah blah.

Lastly, I'm very thankful to those friends who cheered me up, gave me hugs when i needed them, and just words of concern and encouragement verbally, or through sms. Because, I'm touched by these little actions you guys do for me. Thanks!