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'On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux.

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You have been the subject of my thoughts yesterday.
I would love to engage in a conversation with you, and yet unsure how it is about to happen.

Am I feeling confused?
Define love.
What does love feel? And if the feeling of being comfortable, and really enjoying your company when we're together, and "being me" when I'm around with you is considered as love. Just three simple reasons for now. I've been around with various people, yet I think finding someone who makes me feel quite right isn't that easy.

Am I concerned?
I would love to try to be together with you, yet perhaps the timing now isn't right. Or at least in the sense of having the physical presence. I want to be able to be there for you, to celebrate your joys and support you in your tribulations, if we were together. I would be very upset if I couldn't. :(

I must have realised that I have fallen for you, strangely enough.

But, I know that it is not easy for me to get up if I go anymore deeper into this - or not at least in this point in time, when the sails are seemingly blown by wind coming from opposite direction in many ways I could think of.

And most importantly, perhaps I'm still not ready to embrace more people in my life, when I haven't learnt to love myself properly in the first place. - I should practice more self-compassion!

You're a great person, and I love you. I hope we can still be friends. back to the top?