I had a row of bad dreams lately.

I dreamt of screaming at my juniors:

It kinda looked like we were at a really big house, with staircase. I don't know what my juniors were doing but it was irritating, and rather disrespectful to a senior if we told them to be quiet for a few times. I went over to her and started screaming into her face. (her is one of my very cute juniors.) I scolded until I felt like crying.

I'm like that. I think when I scold, I would probably cry. I usually, reason.

It was really depressing when you feel so guilty for scolding someone, and someone also felt like crying. ok, didn't interpret it to be nice. Hence: BAD DREAM.

I dreamt that I had a dog, and I lost it.

I think the dog was smuggled, so we had to try very hard to bring it home, undetected. Was an adventure, and I was so afraid the dog would be starving as it was put into an empty house. Sadly I haven't finished the dream before I woke up for school.

Lately, I've been thinking of you.

before I sleep, or when times are quiet.

Sometimes, I would want to key in the URL. but I just hesitate before punching onto the 'Enter' button. There's always a reason why. Since, we've decided. What's the point of looking back? Maybe I'm taking it seriously, but its better to just avoid, I guess. since its the easiest thing to do, to avoid probabilities of any vexation.

Maybe I shouldn't think so much.

But there are so many things which remind me of you, yet I don't want to remove it.

Its not a bad memory afterall....