Then, i'll have the time to think through things.

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I think my life functions somewhat like a mechanical clockwork. Routinely same functions. Trying to brighten my life everyday, but somehow, when i see the big picture, its the same.

Or, maybe somewhat like a gacha machine, with multicoloured candies inside. and each time you insert a coin, wish for the candy you hope to get, you have such a small probability of getting the exact colour you imagined to get.

If not, its like a boat in choppy waters, trying to balance itself and prevent it from a major wreckage. but (happily) staying afloat and safe.

I will just ignore about everything bothering and tying me down in my life for the next two weeks. Then, I'll start to think about what to do.

Circumstances present itself.

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To Dad: I've cleaned your locker.

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Why do I refuse not to believe in what you think we are?

Am I being stubborn? Am I right? Am I in denial? Can't it be simple and plain?

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What is love, really?

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My heart skipped.

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To wenying,

never give up trying.

keep moving on.

take control of your life.

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Sometimes, most of the time, everyone has differing perceptions. Everyone has differing opinions. Can you get an understanding of that? Do you even bother? Admitting your mistakes is one thing. You can admit, but the situation is still the same. Is the problem solved? Not admitting your mistakes... Then if you (even) bothered telling people about what is going on but still, choose not to listen to what people has to say of you, then I think talking to a plant is a much better option for that.