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'On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux.

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Just had a shower :) The weather is really bad lately!
and just now, I was talking to Tri, Terry, and Nhat.
haha! Tri is such an entertainer!

It seemed like a long time since I last wrote something down here.
10 Days ago...

Over the past few weeks, schedule was just as usual, Hectic.
The highlights (of which I remember) are:
-2010 Shooting Nationals
-Going to KFC with APG, Jiapei and Eunice after Nationals
-HSSRP Symposium (poster presentation) at RI
-Going Safra to support the Rifle Boys (Again!)
-Looking to another brand new start tomorrow.

Its now that I feel some resemblance of satisfaction or accomplishment building in me. Maybe because I'm 'free' now. I think I should sleep early today :| Else, I'm always making empty promises to myself.

And I learnt another thing about me today.
- I am quite gullible.. FINE =_=
- I tend to 'emo' or be really quiet when something is bothering me in my head. Maybe because I'm mulling over it... Maybe because its a bad thing... I'm not sure.

-> Anyone interested in NJ band concert? :)

2010 Shooting Nationals
Haha, my girls and I wanted to watch a movie together before we shoot, but we couldn't since we could not receive any signals in the premises of the range. Wasted. And I realise that we have not watched a movie together! OMG.

1) Plan ARG movie
2) Remember ARG birthday

This year, I think I sort of improved from last year (national's score) by 1 point.
I think i shot a 380 last year. But this year, its 381. I'm quite contented that its at least what I shoot for training standard,but I felt that I could have DONE BETTER. I'm not regretting though, because I'm glad that I have done it myself. Ok, and I shot one 8.

Then, today I saw our results. B'divARG
I am Rank 13
My team is overall rank 12. --- Okay, shows progress in comparison to what we did last year(Rank 17);)

Adiv got 4th:)

Today, I pondered over the problem of why my school's Bdiv teams didn't perform so well in comparison... talked to Xu Yang, and his words kept me thinking. Maybe its because we don't have an official coach to coach us... Maybe we didn't have enough time to train these new shooters up... Maybe other schools were more prepared that we are. So many factors.

But, even though all that, we learn something about ourselves through this journey. We form friendships. We laugh, cry(DID I TELL U WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ON APRIL'S FOOL DAY?), sing, mug(:/), eat together. Its the feeling of being closely knitted and being there for each other that makes feel that makes the heart feel warm and fuzzy on the inside.

Who knows, one day when we are unemployed we might find out light of hope in these people who we click together now.

And Wenying, read Steve Jobs up.

GOOD JOB WENYING. *PATS ME ON THE BACK* :D

Gratitude is merely the secret hope of asking future favors.
-Francois de la Rochefoucauld

Today I went to support the Rifle boys! They got team Bronze! Proud of them :)

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The first principle is that you must not fool yourself, and you are the easiest person to fool.
-Richard P. Feynman

Should I want to speak?
I don't know
But I think I want
But I don't
I contradicting myself
I think I want
yes no

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I'll continue writing next time.
I should sleep. EARLY.
I WILL EDIT NEXT TIME.

- I feel 'emo' now. back to the top?