Optimist, sunshine, nature, apples, clouds, animals, walking, being me, air-rifle, sketching, music, laughing with friends, reading, living each day to the fullest
'On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux.

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Sometimes, I feel that things are quite complicated at times.. and I don't know what I should do. Or even, if I should do something about it.

Days ago, as I flipped through the autograph books written by my friends at Primary school, or even Facebook comments; I realized that something was missing. A link, because at one moment I felt at a loss what to say, or even how to start a proper conversation with you. Hence I didn't say much. It was time that brought us together, and also it that pulled us slowly, gradually.

I feel sorry for being in this position.
I feel guilty for not initiating any meet ups.
I would feel sad to know if our friendship wouldn't last forever.

Thus.
I decided that tomorrow I should be the one initiating it.
This would bring us back together and know each other again after a long period of not meeting up.
All these words about missing you and missing me.
I really wonder if these words are true to your heart, because I can't exactly fathom it.


Today, I went to east coast park to cycle with my sister.

Along the way, we got lost and ended up at Upper East Coast Terminal.
Lucky for us, some friendly bus driver helped us and told us to get on the right bus which will lead us to ECP. I feel grateful for it.

Had much fun with my sister playing on the beach and inline skating.
I fell down while zooming down a slope - this is quite unusual for me okay, because I think I am a good skater - and I got away unscathed with extremely minor scratches. This is because my sister told me to wear my protection guards on.

I didn't want to wear them at first :P So, lucky i did! and thanks for my sister's nagging because it made me safe after all.

There after, we headed towards Suntec City Mall to just walk walk, eat, buy things, shop, have dinner and wait till my mother arrived.

We went to the Convention Centre and shopped.
I bought a bracelet because it was cheap.
and an Adidas Cap for 20 bucks.
and sis and mom bought their stuff.

When I went back home, I was told off by my dad for wasting money on such stuff.
I felt a little irritated(because I was nagged at-I hate people nagging at me) and also pensive.

I realised that I already had many caps at home.
and I dont wear them, just keep them in the storeroom in a bag..
and making it collect dust.
and after years... it yellows, and it would be another excuse to dispose them off again...
and this cycle just keep going i presume?

why why why am I being so wasteful? so ignorant!
Its not like they have holes in it.
but I just refuse to wear them.

Better change for the better, be frugal. that money spent should be spent wisely on goods that are necessary for a change.

I'm so sorry to my parents.
I'd better spend my money wisely..
or I would be an ignorant child. back to the top?