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'On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux.

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Thanks for Singhui(jie) and Chaoxiang(dad) for the 'big stack of book vouchers'! :)
and Thanks farren for the CUTE HAMTARO STICKERS PLASTERED WITH MY NAME ON IT.
HAHAHA!

Ok.. if I were to have book vouchers of approximately 5 cm thick, I think my house would be damn cluttered with novels everywhere, and I would have to get around with my agility.

I browsed through it and I think the cards on the microbiology and infectious diseases are really interesting! However, I haven't really got the time to read it, due to the homework overloaded on us.

I cannot seem to stop complaining about it, because it gets on my nerves. And I forget the time. And I have more work accumulated. And I make myself do more work the next day. I realised that complaining is part of releasing the vexation within oneself.

I realised that I also suck at containing the complaining thoughts when talking to people like my seniors, who should should not listen to my complaints. Because that will give people older than me, who don't know the real situation, a bad impression of myself. BOO.

So... please stop complaining, do your work wenying. This will make you a much more efficient person.

And I want to add that the microbiology and infectious diseases flash cards is another motivation for me to work harder and hopefully one day, I can really study the 'real' medical textbook.

Thank you so much ! I bet it must cost a lot !! >_<
and thanks for the bottle in the bottle. ( in the bottle in the bottle in the bottle in the bottle in the bottle in the bottle in the bottle.. xD) Its really cute :)

But I shouldn't set my hopes too high and stress myself over it.

Today, was another busy day. I finished my chinese essay in the morning at the range!
And I finally know what have been troubling me lately. It is my grades. I felt a little better after a comment from my IH teacher, Mr Low.

He said something along this line.
"I know some people did better that others for the IH test, but don't take it too hard on yourself. It doesn't mean that if you have gotten 15 or 14 marks for the test, you will not succeed in being the Top lawyer ot Top doctor next time when you grow up ok! This mark is just to gauge how much you understood in IH and it will Never determine what you can or cannot be in future. Don't worry too much, so long as you get knowledge about the subject it is good enough already."

With that, I heaved a sigh of relief. Because I thought to myself before that, after not doing so well for the 2 bio quizzes and a junkful of careless mistakes for my physics quiz(which let me get an unhappy and disappointing mark-Ms ong wrote there) I had thought that I would be a bad student for the whole of the year. In addition to that, as I have problems understanding concepts (especially in Physics and Biology) I would be like the 'disappointer' to all whom have wasted their efforts teaching me. Moreover, I am disatisfied with any tests or sorts, the grades that come back to me. After efforts of studying, you get a passing mark, that seems kind of demoralising... But today, things are going to change.

Because I finally got a motivation to do better, a high mark for IH presentation (mr low said). Moreover, today's LA lesson, Mrs Lau was very patient to listen to what I had intepreted in the poem, and it was more encouraging as compared to Ms Lee's Biology Lessons.

Ms Lee's Biology Lessons: The other time there was this step in the glycolysis process where 1,3-biphosphoglycerate (in two chains) were supposed to produce ATP(energy) in the process, since it is aerobic respiration. I couldn't explain with the correct answer and I felt this heat of confusion and embarassment drowning in me. She said : Wenying, I think you are not very good in your analytical skills for this module because what you interpret from diagrams is very different from what other of your classmates interpret. I nodded shamefully in agreement, because it is true.

Prove her wrong.
remember dad passed you a campbell reece and a wiley plus account. and u have notes too. and the internet, rely on your sources. If not go and consult ms lee. fast.

Now its time to say I will finish my homework,
wenying. back to the top?